With eyes that make my heart skip an important beat.

A smile with teeth that sparkle and brighten my day.

Hair as soft as velvet, brushing against my skin.

Just to see that face. Would wash all my fears away.

Skin as smooth as silk. Never touched by any hand.

Cheeks looking as precious as a babies soft head.

Every word spoken from their lips is like a gift.

Their lips, such a perfectly beautiful shade of red.

That face. In my dreams. Every night. As I sleep.

Such beauty, haunts my mind. Each moment I'm awake.

I wish to see a face as beautiful as that.

Every moment without it. My heart does.ache.

So each night as I dream of that. I don't think of

The moment I catch a glimpse of it, the moment

My dreams come true. I'll think of what's behind the face.

Was it worth it. Is it everything I dreamt?

Why?

You left me alone. No explanation.

My heart begging for you to turn around.

I watched you and the train leave the station.

Then I knew you were gone. I could have drowned
In all the tears that my eyes shed. You left

Me all alone. With no one to hold me.

In leaving me there, you committed theft.

You stole away all comfort you gave me.

All happiness that we had shared. All time

We had given was gone in a moment.

It left with you. Left on that railway line.

I thought what we had was like hard cement.

Stuck together forever. But then you

Left, and now I know your love was untrue.

Fear in Fantasy(Intermediate)

That clenched fist, as it came flying towards,
My chest. Felt like a dagger piercing my,
Heart. I fell, landing on the dark floorboards,
All feeling becomes lost. My mouth turns dry.
A blank screen of darkness, covered my eyes.
All noise seemes to fade into the darkness.
I try to gather my strenghth but my cries,
Just echo around the room, Loneliness
Is all thats left. My attackers are gone.
I've been left here on the floor. Left to die.
Then a light slowly shines. The light of dawn.
My eyes open but no to the blue sky.
But the ceiling of my room with my head,
against my pillow, lying in my bed.

Grief

You have left me here. No longer am I
To see you again. Your voice lurks my mind.
The thought that you've left me can make me cry.
You left me alone. You left me behind.
Your face swamps around my head. Dreams of you
Haunt me every night. I loved you so.
Everyday you were here my love grew.
Then came the day I had to let you go.
Everything reminds me of you. Each
Noise I hear. Every man that I see.
Each dream I have of you. I try to reach
For you . But then you walk away from me.
But I wake up and remember you're gone.
My love for you will never be withdrawn.

Part 1

1. The dreams I have had have all been of you.


2. The music that you played to me was great.


3. Your beautiful face swims around my mind.


4. Dreams of you are so unbelievable.


5. The thought of you never seems to leave me.


6. The taste of that meal will never leave my lips.


7. The sound of the waves as they come crashing.


8. The smile you gave me lightened my day


9. I don't believe the energy he has.


10. I completely forgot about this task.


11. He stood there blocking the sun from my face.


12. I dream of the day we are together.


13. I love you as much as anyone can.


14. That chocolate cake was so beautiful.


15. I loved you for everything you gave me.


16. You are only wanted for your money.


17. He was as ugly as an chimpanzee.


18. Those friends of mine I will love forever.


19. I will always be there for all of them.


20. I can't imagine life without all of them.

Part 2

Outside the window
I watch you every day. And each day
I wonder why you're there. And who you are.

What I'd like to eat
A rich chocolate cake. With sauce that melts
In your mouth. As the taste touches your lips.

A recent dream
You was standing there. As if waiting for
Me. But when I turned away you was gone.

Annoying tasks overdue.
The task sits there. As if waiting for me
To complete it. But then i forget too.

My body.
The long bones that builds my skeleton. The
Thing that helps me stand. And to help me move

Inspiration By Track 2

Her face looking as fragile as glass. Her hair glimmered as it reflected the sunshine from the window as she lay there asleep, and all I could do was sit there. Watching her. Waiting for the moment she would wake up and call for me. Call for her mummy.

My heart would rip more and more with every minute she was asleep. Every minute seemed to be like hours. Hours like days. It seemed like it had been a lifetime ago since I last heard her voice. A lifetime ago since I had looked into her bright blue eyes. A lifetime ago since I had cuddled my baby girl.

Instead of hearing my baby's voice, all I could hear were the machines. The machines that were keeping my daughter breathing. The sound would echo around the room. Then another noise joined in. A tap of footsteps. I knew who was coming. I knew why they were coming. Yet I could not take my eyes of her, in case she did wake. I couldn't turn around and look at the doctor who was coming to ask the same question as he had been doing every hour, all day. He wanted to switch them off. He wanted to switch the machines off. He wanted to let her go.

Every time he came I knew I should let her go. She was never going to wake up. She was never going to speak to me again. But each time, I said no. Each time, I let my heart take over instead of my brain. I desired with all my heart for her to wake again. This part of me kept those machines switched on, but this time when he approached me and put his hand on my shoulder. I knew what I ha to do, to keep my baby happy, I agreed. I said yes. I knew in my mind I had to let my baby go. She was never going to come back to me . She was always going to stay on the machines. And there was nothing I could do about it.

Then the room went quiet. I knew it. My baby was gone.

Summer Evening

(boy (17) and girl (16) both are standing outside on the girls balcony)

girl : (staring longingly into the boys eyes) thank you for walking me home tonight , I had such a wonderful time,

boy: Oh your welcome, I couldn't just let you walk home on your own could I, it is getting rather dark, and no one knows who's lurking the streets these days.

girl: I suppose ... (awkward silence as they both think of what to say)

girl and boy : urmm

boy: (apologetically) oh, sorry you go on,

girl: (staring at the stars dreamily) I had a wonderful time tonight...

boy: I must admit, I had a better time than I thought I would have.

girl:(confusion shown in her face) Thanks......I think.

boy: actually, it was the best time in my life I've ever had, I mean all my other dates, we've gone for dinner, or to the cinema, never before have I been to the fun fair.

girl: well, I'm not just an ordinary girl, I'm the sort of girl who loves to have all the fun,

boy: Well, everybody knows that

girl: Am I meant to be offended by that?

boy: (apologetically) no, no, no of course not, i just meant that you can really notice it, in the way you talk, the way you act, i mean you can really notice it, in whatever you do.

girl: Well then I must say thank you, now I'm really sorry, I have to get in, my parents will kill me

boy: (looking worried) Oh I hope I haven't gotten you into too much trouble,

girl: (reassuringly) no, don't worry, my parents are just really overprotective of me.

boy: oh okay, well I hope you enjoyed yourself

girl: Oh yes, it was wonderful

boy:Maybe we could do it again some time.

girl: (moving closer towards him) Yeah, sure i would love too.

boy: (stepping forward) What about next week?

(both lean in to share a kiss, when the sound of a voice arises from inside the house)

Voice : (shouting) Elizabeth Mary, Is that you, if it is you're over an hour late, your father is going mad with worry, get in here right now.

Girl: Oh coming mother. (looks at the boy) I'm sorry. I have to go. Next week is perfect. Can't wait. Goodbye.(Rushing through the front door)

Boy: (as the front door slams in his face, he stands looking rather shocked) Bye......

 

(Boy left standing on the balcony,  on his own, rather bewildered about what has just happened)

(After another horrific nights sleep the princess goes to complain to her prince)

Princess: Oh, I do wish your mother would stop sticking peas underneath my matress, How many times do i have to tell her? I am a princess!
Prince: Oh, I am sorry love, but the way you was eating at dinner yesterday, I'm not suprised she doesn't think you're a princess.
Princess: Excuse me, I did not just hear you talking to me like that, I eat how I want to eat and if your stuck up mother has a problem with that then thats her problem.
Prince : My mummy is not stuck up, she is a perfect human being, and she is just doing the best for me. If you have a problem, well then I have a problem with you.(Tries to act angry)
Princess: Oh shut up you little mummys boy, ever since I got here she doesn't believe a word I've said, and all she ever does is praise you and give you all the attention I mean, gosh!
Prince: So what, just because you're not getting all the attention doesn't mean I shouldn't! (starting to cry)
Princess: You killed her dog and yet she still gave you a big hug.
Prince: That was an accident. (Crying lots) Bruce was too small I couldn't see him.
Princess: He was as big as your horse.
(The prince starts to cry even more.)
Princess: Oh come here you great big fairy, calm down come on. (gives the prince a hug)
Prince: I didn't mean for, for bruce to die.
Princess: I know, I know don't worry, everythings going to be ok.
Prince: Promise
Princess: Promise, As long as she stops sticking pea's underneath my matress.
Prince: Ok.

(two old ladies are sitting at the bus stop waiting for a bus to come)

June: Bloody weather, everyday its flippin raining, couldn't it have a break
Beth: It ain't that bad love, good god you do like to complain a little bit don't ya,
June : Ohh, just shut up would ya, you know i'm right so keep your comments hush.
Beth: Okay then darling, don't you worry, I'll keep my mouth shut.
(Pause)
June: How longs this bus gonna be then ?
Beth: Flippin hell darling make your mind up, do you want me to be quiet or not then, hey?
June: Ohhh Just shut up okay?
Beth : Thank You
(Pause)
June : Those kids are such a riot init Beth.
Beth : Quor, yes love , oh you know Joanne from down the club, she nearly got runover by one of the cycles the other day, scared the life out of her, nearly had to take her to hospital. Nearly had a heartattack.
June : Oh dear, how is she?
Beth : Oh she's fine now love don't you worry about her.
June : So where you heading to?
Beth : Oh just of shopping for my tea, planning on having sausage 'n' mash, avn't had it in ages, got a real feel for it today.
June: Yum, sounds lovely, havin it with your husband, whats his name.......Oh yeah Jim, how is he love still recovering from the stroke
Beth : Yes love, he's doin fine, miss having the old jim though. but we're doing ok. (a tear rolls down her eye)
June: Oh thank god, here comes my bus .
Beth:Oh dear, urmm, I think I'll walk now love, sorry dear.
June: Oh it's ok, I'll see you monday yeah, we'll have a nice gossip.
Beth: Yeah that'll be great, Bye
June: OK dear, look after yourself, Bye

(He's nervously shaking as he sits in the middle of his jail cell)
My life wasn't meant to be destined to end in jail, I wanted to do things big, travel the world. If it wasn't for drink and drugs i wouldn't be getting ready to die. Those guards aren't excactly respectful, won't even let me pray for forgiveness before i go to the chair. I ain't scared of dying though. Just scared i go the wrong way, that's why i'm wanting to pray.
Even if they do keep it quiet out there, god probably won't listen anyway's i've done too much for any forgiveness, I mean seven murders, nine rapes and assaults on over twenty girls. And i do regret everysingle one of them, well i didnt at the time. I didn't even remember doing them . Yet the judge didnt believe me when i told him that. Still sentenced me to death.
Still think i deserve it though, I mean what type of bastard would kill a nine year old girl, and let the family suffer like that, three years they never knew, i knew, It burnt in my mind every single day, destroying someone else's life. Destroying my life.
(He start's rocking on the floor and crying as he speaks)
I'm sorry, So very sorry, Destroyed lives. Hurt people. Am sooo very sorry.
(Hides his head in his arms)
God, God, God please, please, please forgive me, i'm sorry, bless me when i die , allow me to join you up in heaven.
(Someone knocks on the cell door, He straightens himself up and wipes the tears from his face)
Five minutes, five minutes till i take the walk, am goin to be gone in twenty minutes. But i have to go with pride. Walk down there, not too proud as if i'm glad of what i've done but to go and not embarass the ones out there who love me. My wife, my children, my life It's all going to be gone...
(another knock on the door , he stands up and stops at the door)
Please god, forgive me and love me. I'm sorry.

Task 19

I feel like your words have ripped out my heart,
You've destroyed every happy thought I had,
It feels like I'm going to fall apart,,
How could you make me feel so very sad,
How you treated me made me want to cry,
I feel you've chopped up all of my inside,
You left me on my own with no goodbye,
You hurt me so much I felt like I died,
So I think you owe me so much heartbreak,
You think you would get away with it all,
You're not the only one who can act fake,
I can destroy you I can make you fall,
The hate for you has masked my depression,
You've caused this my secret obsession.

Task 17

New Years Eve



1. As it strikes twelve, fireworks are released

Celebrations as we start a new year

Resolutions as we turn a new leaf



2. New Year is known as a new start

Fun and celebration all night

Smile as the next year approaches



3. Slowly waiting for the clock to chime

Smiles and love is spread through the party

Fireworks explode through the area



4. Years always begin fresh

Hope as we start the year

Smiles as we celebrate



5. As the clock on the wall chimes at midnight

Fireworks are released in the cold air

The sky above you is sparkling and bright

Some people enjoy there evening of song and prayer



6. Sparkle and laughter all around

As the new year begins

Cheers and tears released from the ground

The place is filled with grins


( I am deeply apologetic about the lateness of my post)

Task 16

They're there again. I hope I can slip past without them noticing me. Oh no, they've seen me, RUN!!!! That never works either. I mean they're award winning runners on the school athletic team, and i'm just the girl who hides in the library corner reading a book. My main intention in life is to remain invisible. And most of the time it works. Except when i walk along the corridors. Then they see me, all four of them. Rachel, Carol, Jane and Paige. The most feared people at school.

Even at home i seem invisible, Dad's always too busy fighting with my brother. And mum's always too drunk too take any notice. So it's always me on my own. I spend 90% of the day locked in my room trying to block the outside world. Life seemed to stink, like the dustbin I landed in yesterday breaktime.

I had already made five attempts to end this torture. Yet I always did it at the wrong time. My mum came in from the pub and barged into the room, the slits starting to show on my neck. James kicked his football through my window and and nocked the bottle of pills over.

Everyday things get worse, it started with names, then threats but then it happened, the slaps, the kicks, the punches across my face. No one noticed when I wasn't at school from a broken arm, and no one noticed when I would bunk to try and get away from them, to everyone at school I was known as the freak. Even the teachers didn't know who I was.

If I'd known today was going to be the last that I would have to suffer I would have made something special of it. On my way home, the burn from their punch this breaktime made my face feel like it was on fire. I would always try to be as far away from them as I could. Seeing them at the end of the road made me panic.Without thinking, I ran across the road, not seeing the big double decker bus in my way.

Haikus

Atul
Love her more than life
I give her all I live for
But is it enough ???
Eeshwar Dutt
My son a weak man
I control him with my strenght
I have too let go
Lopa Dutt
My husband a pig
Why embarass his own son
Yet I still love him
Jai Dutt
I am in love
Yet she is married to him
My only Brother
Vina Patel
I love my husband
He is a wonderful man
Yet i am still sad
Laxman Patel
My daughter, my pride
The one i love and cherish
But she has left me
Lata Patel
Him, My jealousy
He favours her more than me
Finally, she's gone

My Friends

I need my friends like the earth needs the sun,

I need my friends like a burger needs a bun,

I need my friends like a baseball player needs a home run,

And then the team win and they're all proud,

I love my friends as much as a child loves their toys,

I love my friends like girls love boys,

I love my friends as much as a party loves noise,

But then it gets too loud,

I need my friends like a market needs a stall,

I need my friends like supermodel needs to be tall,

I need my friends like a house needs a wall,

And some windows and a front door,

I want my friends like a bee wants a flower,

I want my friends like a villian wants power,

I want my friends like a begger wants a shower,

And be able to fall asleep without having to lye their on the floor,

metaphoric poem

music is a way of showing just how you think,
music is a way that you and others can link,
music is a way of feeling low without others seeing you sink,
music is...


music is way of speaking without using words,
music is a way of speaking without being heard,
music is a way of flying just like a bird,
music is...


music is a way of hearing the words you want to hear,
music is sound that makes you feel you can disappear,
music is a way of crying without shedding a tear,
music is...

music is a way of unlocking your soul without needing a key,
music is enjoying your time without wasting energy,
music is a way of drowning yourself without the sea,
music is...

music is a way to smile
music is love without walking down the aisle
music is a way to be full of style
music is

Debut

The lights switched on, the stage is filled with cheers, her throat felt weird, her voice made a croak, and then the song slipped from her red lips, and her feet went tap, tap, her dance and her song joined, the crowd seemed please, she was great, and they all thought so too. The rest of the stage was then filled with more dance and song, and it grew and grew. They all danced, in this dance of joy and sung a song full of grace and then they suddenly had to come to a very quick and sharp stop.